What was that thought again?
Thursday, 12 March 2009
I'm pretty sure this morning I had something in my mind to write about here. However, it seems to have escaped me.
No matter.
I've been thinking about the past quite a bit and how that has altered my present.
No actually, that's a lie. I haven't been thinking about that at all. I have no idea why I wrote that. Maybe because it sounded smart.
I'm sick. Leave me alone.
Anyway, gosh life can be a mess sometimes. Don't you wish everything would pan out perfectly.
If there was one thing I could change, it would be the timing of some relationships that I've recently started and ended. Why can't some of them have had their prime in say, 8 months time? If only...
Why can't some of my relationships re-blossom? I miss those good times. Which actually means I miss the bad times. Hang on, that's no good. I miss the feelings I got from the bad times. That was some quality bonding. But it's all gone. That's life I suppose.
At least we've heard from Thomas, a old old old primary school friend. I'm pretty sure I was practically in love with him in, like, year 2. Haha. By George he's changed a lot! Long hair now! The same length as mine! So much time has passed since I last saw that boy. I look forward to seeing him again soon.
Gah! I want to fast forward my life so much! What I would give to just be 8 months into the future, have my P's, freedom, a car would be nice too, my TEE out of the way, and several months of summer stretching out in front of me. That will be perfect.
Except no. I'm in March, just over halfway through term 1. Still on my L's. But I have my Practial booked for May =) hope I pass!! Doubt it. I have the rest of the year to go. Including the dreaded exams... all 3 of them. 3 x 5 = 15... crapppp.... that's like 15 exams this year!!! No wait sorry, 17 exams... stupid Italian oral =( that pretty much smells.
Anyway, my rambling is over for now. I'll let you return to other things.
3:39 pm
