Today = Grande
Monday, 30 June 2008
Today has been one of the best days in a long time. In a couple of months if I'm correct. Maybe even longer.
Well I didn't go to school today because I was sick on the weekend and I just wanted to... errr.... get totally over it before Nicola arrives tomorrow. Plus I'm really quite lazy and just needed a break. But this move was a great one because without it my day wouldnt have panned out as it had.
First I actually a nice warm shower without the hot water being cut off from someone else. Then I was able to get dressed at my own pace to be picked up by nanna to get some meds for her. Whilst out I bumped into Mrs Winter and her cute new daughter (who is now one). That was so nice. I loved that family and its such a shame that time pulled us a part. Apparently David is doing great too. *Ponders* So many good memories from PEAC and that guy. We were really really good friends. Moving on, I then got a message from Barry asking if I was well enough to go on the internet. Of course I was so I got nanna to drop me off at home and I started talking with him.
He had missed the bus this morning. Still in his school uniform, he told me also of his night before involving alcohol, wii and sitting in a circle picking songs from an ipod to sing them out loud to him stumbling home, laughing at anything and everything (including forgetting to turn the light off) and his sister proclaiming "Oh my gosh, my brother is smashed". Funny story. But I wagged my finger at him and told him "tut tut". What a naughty boy. Conversation continued for the next couple of hours. After plotting to "get the mail" (in inverted commars) I asked if he had received any mail that day. The answer was no, and me being slightly put out about the lack of mail, but I maintained my calm facade for the sake of the surprise. An hour or so later, I discovered that he had just received mail. From me. I had won. I am such a genius! Then he was all grumpy because I beat him. What a loser. Man did I feel victorious!? And we continued to chat. Then I had to ask "why are you still in your school clothes?". So Ryan, being Ryan, stripped off his jumper. And me, being me, joked around asking him to go one step further. So he did. He took his shirt off. *brief pause in thought*. I don't know what else to say to that. He just took it off. He must of been freezing. But he didn't look that bad at all. (Shame on me for thinking that!!!) He just needs a tan, then he might actually be "sexy" (as he put it). *blush* MOVING ON! The rest of the day passed well. Ryan had to go for work, I should have been doing cleaning and homework through the day so I had that to go onto too.
All in all, a GREAT day! One of the best in the past couple of months.
Oh and Ryan and I made plans to catch up during the first week of the school holidays at his place so I can show Nicola the beach!
6:18 pm
Thursday Night
Thursday, 19 June 2008
And I'm bored as all hell.
AND I'm pointing my finger at you!
Yes, it's all you're fault. Just because you're not here.
You're the sun and I'm the earth. Or Pluto will work too. Yes, Pluto works better
=)
8:29 pm
The Diary didn't work...
Friday, 13 June 2008
... and it usually does.
But not last night. So I'm forced to come here to *try* and fix my situation. Which may only make it worse actually. Oh well.
I don't know what's wrong. Actually, thats a lie. I do know what is wrong. I just don't know how to fix it. And for once in my life I can't talk to Jesse about it because he would be no help at all. Actually, that may be a lie too. I'll give him a call tonight. But in the mean time I have to wallow in my own misery for about 6 hours. Ouch. Misery isn't the right word though. It's more like a melancholy from awareness and frustration of the issue. Like Poe. Stupid poetry. Trust it to be annoying at a time like this. "Nevermore". Stupid raven. Who talks to a raven!? It's mental. The Tell-Tale Heart offers no real help either -- "You can't hide your flaw in your personality". At least it's not a tragic flaw, in which case I would be in serious trouble. That's the problem with doing Lit, it eventually gets to you. You eventually loose your mind.
Back to the plot. Melancholic feelings at the moment. My mind is going to drive me insane untill I call Jesse! I'm serious. My mind has often driven me insane, but not like this.
Just remember guys, I'm a happy person =) Bright and cheerful me.
Thats me. Me all over.
2:04 pm
Sticky Beak
Thursday, 12 June 2008
Yes, you are.
Oh well...
Michael Buble last night. That was awsomeness. As in so awsome it will always be the coolest concert I've been to. For my whole entire life. Ever.
Movie is coming along very slowly. Maybe Ryan would like to help me with it? I'll credit him. I promise.
The role of most awsomest person is already taken by me unfortunantly.
Boreddddddd
2:58 pm
The problem with exams...
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
is that they finish and you have no idea what to do.
And you're bored as anything.
Like I am now.
Very bored.
Very, very bored.
But what use is it?
12:42 pm
Stuck
Monday, 9 June 2008
I'm stuck.
I've ran out of ideas (for many things).
But the movie problem is the biggest problem. I have about 2.5 weeks to finish it and I'm nowhere near there. I've got the first 2 scenes done and almost ready to go to my editors. But I just have the rest of the movie to go.
That sucks.
Any suggestions?
If so, PLEASE help me! I'll credit you!
3:30 pm
D for De Ja Vu
Sunday, 8 June 2008
Sounds like a de ja vu here!
On the 13th of April I said:
"I'm being engulfed in a infatuation. I'm going crazy. I need it like a
drug. Like my drug. Just like my brand of drug. Like that vintage wine"
That was a strong reference to Twilight there. And now I must repeat that. Except there is a totally different situation now. The first time I wrote it, it was about my "Edward". NOW, it's another character in Twilight. My personal sun. I can't live it and it seems I must.
So totally NOT fair!
3:00 pm
S.O.S. -- More Codes Needed!!!
Saturday, 7 June 2008
It's true. Another avid (or maybe not so) reader to my blog. Even more codes are needed! I'll be so good at this code thing that next World War, ASIO will have to imploy me to intercept and decipher foreign codes from the enimies!!!
Sounds like a job and a half. But in the mean time, I'll have to practice here...
Today nothing much happened. The twilight before now was odd. More than odd. It put Edward's mind reading abilities into perspective. No really, it did. But details should escape you. Unless you ask me.
Today finds a slightly better day. I'm treading on egg shells involving past twilight. Meantioning it could involve a relapse. Not, could involve "my-Jacob" thinking that I dont care what happened. But I do. It got me quite worried. My personal sun shouldn't have a cloud covering it. It's just not right. Not at all.
Things with Sam are fine now. That was just a brief moment of awkwardness, which has now passed -- thank god.
Codes suck. I give up!!!
5:09 pm
