It's Official..
Monday, 8 December 2008
My first day of complete and utter boredom and wallowing in complete self pity. It's a sad life for me.
I WAS going to have a good day. No, sorry, a FANTASTIC day. But nooooo..... my great day got cancelled. It's just all too complicated now. I'm over it. Why can't it be easier? Why can't I have a simple, uncomplicated relationship with a boy? Is that actually physically possible for me anymore!? So yes, I'm a little shirty that my great day got cancelled. Bah.. Kat's not happy! I'm thinking of cutting the cord... yet maybe I can fix the problem. Maybe I can change him. Maybe not. Is it worth a go? Not happy, Jan. AND what's worse, my back's hurting again. And I have had no inspirational thoughts about my next big plan either. Hm.. I'll have to keep working on that one.
4:06 pm