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basically.


x Kathyn. aka Kat
x 16 years young
x aussie


a little more.

x leavers Oh.Nine.
x under the name of "supersnail".
x ..music.. addict.
x i talk to myself in italian (which is cool).
x learning to drive.
x speaking my mind occurs often. usually in the form of this blog.
x big blusher.
x me and my over-active imagination.
x loves food.
x and photography.
x band geek with my cool sax.
x incredibly gullable and naive.
x number plates interest me.
x books have overtaken my room.
x romantic in both meanings of the word.
wish list.

x a LBD
x new pair of shorts
x a car



reading.


Pride & Prejudice -- Jane Austen



The Definitve Book of Body Language -- Allan and Barbara Pease


history.

May 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009


credits.

Designer
Image

They don't get it.

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

They haven't quite grasped how deep in I am.

They don't know how it feels.

It's not just a day or so feeling "under the weather". No. It's more than that. And they don't understand that. What I wouldn't give for it to just be a day or so feeling like this!

I refuse to let my day get down to a 3, I don't want to have to call in my web of contacts for help. But why do they push my buttons so?

Don't they realise that my thoughts and actions are altered by this. I can't think or act straight anymore. They all need to realise this: At the moment what I say, do, think and feel are altered by this, things aren't ok anymore. My mind is doing strange things to me. And now I no longer know the difference between reality and what my mind is tricking me into believing.

And that's a scary thought.

3:37 pm