The Diary didn't work...
Friday, 13 June 2008
... and it usually does.
But not last night. So I'm forced to come here to *try* and fix my situation. Which may only make it worse actually. Oh well.
I don't know what's wrong. Actually, thats a lie. I do know what is wrong. I just don't know how to fix it. And for once in my life I can't talk to Jesse about it because he would be no help at all. Actually, that may be a lie too. I'll give him a call tonight. But in the mean time I have to wallow in my own misery for about 6 hours. Ouch. Misery isn't the right word though. It's more like a melancholy from awareness and frustration of the issue. Like Poe. Stupid poetry. Trust it to be annoying at a time like this. "Nevermore". Stupid raven. Who talks to a raven!? It's mental. The Tell-Tale Heart offers no real help either -- "You can't hide your flaw in your personality". At least it's not a tragic flaw, in which case I would be in serious trouble. That's the problem with doing Lit, it eventually gets to you. You eventually loose your mind.
Back to the plot. Melancholic feelings at the moment. My mind is going to drive me insane untill I call Jesse! I'm serious. My mind has often driven me insane, but not like this.
Just remember guys, I'm a happy person =) Bright and cheerful me.
Thats me. Me all over.
2:04 pm